If I will at any time tell ab...

If I will at any time tell
about these times, what will I say? What
has been creating me the pitiless anxiety,
the sick trust to last in it
eternally. Maybe I will bring it more simply:
I will report about night wanderings
in the city, about everything I felt
at the time. Maybe I will recall--
already knowing their meaning--these last
days when newspapers constantly proclaimed
fresh triumphs of madness and crime and no single in kind
cared any longer Maybe
I will pitch upon a single event: isolated
from others, dead, it